Horrible
Tuesday, November 5, 2013 @ 1:39 AM
My skin is so horrible now. It has always been on the bad side, sometimes veering off the edge of bad and nearing worse but right now it's
waaaaaaaay over that level and up to insanely horrible! I don't know if it's because I stopped my medication or if my sleeping pattern changed (more on this later) or if I changed my skincare routine :(
I have never had clear skin since puberty hit. That is half my life. FML.
Gonna go see a GP instead of a specialist and see if it works that way.
Back to sleeping patterns. I know sleeping late is bad for my skin yada yada. But if I sleep at say 5am everyday and wake up at 1pm, isn't it like I live by a different time line? It's actually a really healthy 10pm - 6am in Germany. A nice 8-hour sleep in fact. And by sticking to that pattern over an extended period of time, wouldn't it be akin to me living in Germany, therefore adapting to their timezone?
I have tried everything. Everything. Well, almost. But variations of everything.
&because I initially suspected that the bad breakout issue was due to the change in my skincare routine, I switched it back and it has been so for 2 weeks already but nothing has cleared up or improved. It almost seems like it gets worse and worse each day! Now I won't even leave the house without makeup. Never thought I would become one of
those.
And I don't even have a reason like
stress because I'm not studying or working or doing anything actually at the moment. Why :(
I even bun up my hair loosely while sleeping so that my hair doesn't touch my face and aggravate the condition and also sheets are changed weekly and all that shiz. Gonna wake up early tomorrow to see a doctor because I'm so motivated right now.
All that aside, December 18 is a day to look forward to. Because that marks the arrival of my new
King Koil mattress. Bye bye old lousy springy uncomfortable mattress!!