Mixed Feelings
Tuesday, September 11, 2012 @ 11:56 PM
About to fly in another 12 hours.. I feel so excited, nervous, tensed, sleepy, lazy, and so many other emotions right now! I do want to go but the thought of not being at home for almost 3 months is really terrifying.
I hope this weak stomach of mine doesn't give me trouble and that everything goes well at work! Heard that QW & I may not be able to work together but I really hope we do cause it's such a foreign land and although I am a Chinese, I am really bad at that language. I can barely read, much less write! But basic verbal communication is okay so HENG AH.....
Kind of looking forward to work cause I really wanna know what will I be doing and all that. Plus it's really an experience cause it's not a shop floor job! The pay is acceptable, I think I should be able to survive on it but anyway I have some too like just in case and the apartment, as posted in the previous post is damn nice!!
I'm just rambling cause I don't know what I should be feeling.
My luggage is 95% packed and it's already so full!! I have another cabin bag that is half full too.. I think if I shop just
once there, I might really have to get another luggage!! Top of the list is to have a great working environment with awesome people and next is the shopping! Hehz. This reminds me. I can never go backpacking!! It's not practical cause I simply cannot resist buying! Even if there isn't much to buy, like my trip to Lombok last year, I will still buy! And half the time it's just for the sake of buying a keepsake, or two, or three, or more.
This trip will the longest I've ever been away from home and my chochi mama I will miss her so much! And my (extended) family. Omg they are the best best best ever I am tearing up just typing this :'). I will take care of myself and keep warm and be careful with my belongings and stay safe and not go out at night and call/text almost everyday!
Gotta get back to packing cause I still haven't decided what bag to bring cause I really have no space left and I gotta take more stuff out so that I can put more in..........
I will miss everything here so, so much!