Whatever happened to talking things out? I'm half embarrassed to say I no longer find myself wanting to do that. It was so easy previously, but I guess we all changed. I don't know how to bring this topic across to you. I can't help feeling like a true bitch, although it's half true in other situations, but I really, really just don't know how to broach the subject anymore.

It's not as if it never was mentioned before. I dare say it has, and quite a few times at that. Things have come this far, and there is no room for regrets. It can no longer be changed. I'm really okay with it, I mean, I can just deal with it. I am capable of adapting to undesirable consequences, it's only a matter of whether it will be worth it? Don't know whether to just shrug it off and let people say "I told you so", or feel disappointed and keep it to myself..

Why don't you come talk to me instead? I realized I have been the one dealing with past similar situations head first. Not that I'm complaining, cause it really helped. This time, it's so same, yet vaguely different.


This is the life! Although filled with extreme boredom but imagine falling asleep to cartoons and waking up to watch even more cartoons! Only if I could choose my cartoons... I've been sleeping in my parents' room for slightly over a week now and tonight I'm moving back to mine. I always liked sleeping with my mum, it feels like... a hotel room in a good way :).

Out of momentarily boredom between commercials today, I did these:




This new interface is awesome. Especially uploading.. I might come back to blogging afterall.


Gosh I love the iPhone and all it's amazing apps. Just downloaded a whole lot of them and totally loving it! Sometimes I DO wonder what would I be without my phone. Or if I'd ever change out if iPhone. I seriously doubt I would cause it's plain amazing.

Anyway, the holidays so far has been pretty boring. Really don't wanna work this holidays so I shan't and instead shall just nua at home all day long. This is THE life I tell ya;)

Breakfast with mummy tomorrow morning followed by movie at XJ's place in the afternoon. Results will
be out Friday, or rather, tomorrow and I'm not feeling anything!! Not scared not worried. Neither am I confident though.. This is somewhat worrying but no I can't feel the worry either. Hoping to pass and move on to the next semester...

Currently craving:



Korea in less than a month. Fricking excited!!


In fucking deep shit.

Just realised I cannot just study the shopping cart points cause it's really really insufficient so I've a few hours left to go. Having horrible menstrual cramps these 2 days, add them to the mental pressure I'm giving myself equates to a really short tempered and easily annoyed me.

I've been using the computer for about 1/2h already yet not studying has been done urgh!

Can't wait for exams to be over cause I'm having Swensen's with XinJie & I can finally resume my whole day nuaing schedule without feeling guilty.



On a happier note, I went to queue for the H&M last night. Awesome would be minus the crowd. Shopped for 45mins, fitting room queue was 45mins and cashier was about 15mins. Add another 30mins to that for the queue to enter the shop. I'm usually a more efficient shopper... But bought quite a few items and the best buy was a really comfy bra ;D

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