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It's my toenail! I plucked it out after bathing last night. Like going to pluck my brows, just get it done and over with. I'm keeping that nail as a memento:D. Going out with XinJie today. I'm not going to bathe yet. Postponed till 1330h instead of 1300h cause I wanted to wait for the postman. My enrollment package!! :\

Bye.

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the only man who never makes mistake is a man who doesn't do anything.
he sits down and dream how to be a millionaire.

Dear Cousin, my dad says ,
"he's trying to find the wrong of others to defend his own wrong. nothing is impossible if a man doesn't have to do it himself."

srsly, i dont know what is the second sentence for :O hehe. cya tonight! gonna watch percy jackson with cousin either at 11.50 or 2.15 tonight. :D

I love you okay ^^



And the copying resumes. I don't know if it's by pure coincidence or what but I just don't like it.



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Anybody interested? I swear I never wore them before. Another impulse buy I regretted.



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Edna's bored at 4am on facebook:

1. Random number texts you at 4AM and says "come outside." What do you do?
ignore.

2. Do you get jealous of your friends when their taken and your single?
no.

3. What are you looking forward to?
tomorrow to get more hangers -.-

4. You just won 100 million, What do you buy first?
where to start? buy chanel bag. start shopping. apply for credit cards. buy landed property. design and furnish landed property. bring mummy go tour the world. buy sports car. buy luxurious car for mummy. bring fatchy go eat xlb. the possibilities are (almost) endless!

5. Do you get overly emotional about small things?
certain small things

6. Has anyone laid on your bed besides you?
my bed so comfy and inviting. alot of people did.

7. If your room was all one color, what would it be?
it'd be boring.

8. If you were in the hospital, who would you want by your side?
andy cause he has to make me laugh and distract me from why i'm there.

9. When was the last time you were scared?
saturday when i was a few metres away form the lion dance -.-

10. Do you take compliments well?
kinda

11. Do scary movies really scare you?
YES I HAVE NEVER WATCHED ONE.

12. Do you get annoyed by one word texts?
definitely. then i ignore it.

13. How many best friends do you have?
2

14. Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life?
no

15. Do you like to color?
yes!

16. Do you like Vanilla Coke?
never tried but never will

17. Have you changed at all in the past three months?
im..... richer by a little. and i lost some weight :D

18. Ever been in a helicopter?
no.

19. Do you think kittens are cute?
FREAKING DISGUSTING.

20. Is anyone mad at you right now?
yes but i dont care.

21. What month were you born in?
april

22. Do you want to visit the pyramids in Egypt?
and see them from afar, yup.

23. Does anyone know every little detail about you?
no.

24. What does your last text say?
"but i dont have" from kiko.

25. When was the last time you went to the beach?
hm...........

26. Best thing to do on a cold rainy Sunday?
switch on the aircon and go to sleep!

27. Do you like to cuddle?
large soft toys especially.

28. Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
yes!!

29. What was the last thing you drank?
mummy's chrysanthemum tea.

30. Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
no ley.

31. Have you ever thrown a shoe at someone?
cannot. expensive.

32. When is the last educational thing you watched on the TV?
spongebob about hibernation.

33. Do you shut down your computer when you leave, or just leave it on?
shut down. unless i'll be back in awhile.

34. How long was the last shower you took?
10mins.

35. Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
washing clothes

36. When is the next time you will take a shower/bath? Which one will you take?
later in 2 hours. a shower.

37. Are you currently waiting for someone to do something for you/to you?
i dont know

38. Are you someone who is really committed to politics in your area/country?
not really.

39. When was the last time you were on a boat? Where did you travel on it?
kelong a few years back.

40. Are you planning on going anywhere with someone, some time today?
the day is ending soooon

41. Does your family ever have any kind of weird traditions in your house?
guess not.

42. When is the next time you will attend a family reunion? Where will it be?
sun @82 tiongpoh road.

43. When was the last time you were sick? What were you sick with and why?
now and i have a swollen left cheek.

44. Do you ever tend to pull off any random acts of kindness in public?
not all the time but sometimes. depends on my mood and level of fatigue, really.

45. Do the things you do normally have reasons behind them, or not?
kind of.

46. Do you like cereal? What would you consider your favorite kind of cereal?
koko krunch with meiji chcolate milk. ♥

47. Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys or not so much?
none at all in dmn!

48. What is the most visited website on your internet at this moment in time?
i have no idea cause i alternate between mozilla and IE.

49. Do you like riding roller coasters when you go to any amusement parks?
NO.

50. Are you waiting for someone to get online on an IM program right now?
no.

51. Have you ever forgotten your birthday? Did you soon figure it out?
no, i guess not.

52. When was the last time you held up a peace sign, if you've ever done that?
like "V" with my fingers? i dont remember.

53. Would you walk ten miles just to see the person you like or love?
maybe.

54. What, in your mind, would you consider to be the perfect boyfriend?
ask me.

55. Would you beat up anyone at the moment, if you absolutely had the chance?
me beat him up? no. me sending people to beat him up? probably.

56. What color are the curtains in your room at the moment?
beigey brown.

57. Is there anyone you are currently trying to get out of trouble? Why?
no.

58. Are you plotting anything at the moment? If so, is it against someone?
i dont plot. i do things on the spot.

59. If you have siblings, have they moved out or do they still live with you?
fatchy is living with me.

60. Do you own any scarves? How many would you estimate yourself to have?
1 black plain one.

61. What kind of shoes are you planning on wearing today? Why is this?
not today but tomorrow maybe my newyear shoes!

62. Do you know anyone who has or has had any kind of mental illness/disorder?
maybe at the has had.

63. Is your mother a stay-at-home mother or does she work somewhere?
she works.

64. What food would you just want to disappear off the face of the earth?
frog legs and squids and oysters and cong and cockles and the list goes on.

65. Do you watch those late-night talk shows? What's the best part about them?
no.

66. Do you ever listen to music so you can actually change your emotion?
no.



I had a yummy early dinner.

I packed my things today. To be more exact, I cut the tags off new clothes and passed it to Mummy to wash, and I cleared my DMN uniforms. Next, Rachel &SamLoh are coming to help me clear them so that I won't feel bad about throwing clothings away cause most of them are like uber new and I only wore once or twice.

And you know, my cupboard is so full now. Like really damn full. Thinking of getting more hangers but if my hanging space is full, no point right. Okay shall not.

Boring life recently. But very wallet-friendly.

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I like this :). I like Justin Bieber, to a certain extent.


I feel better today, thank you all. I should just give up, and let go, about everything. Focus , *, focus :).

XinJie just told me she went to kaypo there today, but is not there ley. I just finished my yummy dinner. One small bowl of porridge, 4pcs nuggets happy meal with fries, and ala carte 9pcs nuggets! My tummy is happy. The happy meal was for my Pikachu toy. Another one more to collect and I'm done.

Haven't been shopping in awhile. Got a FF bag coming soon, and my bracelet. Also just ordered a bag, but last piece is in my cart! My life is boring. No more pictures and interesting stuff cause I'm almost all the time at home now. Everyone has school and tomorrow is Mummy's last off day. Next week, home alone.

Should go out more. But I'm so lazy.


Teng Soon Quee,

From this moment on, I am officially (but not approved by the law) not your child. I emancipate myself from you, whether anyone objects or not. It is not your choice. Nothing you ever do will change it, not even if you die.

Fuck you and your ego. Since you like Geylang so much, why not move to there? Why don't you just buy a chicken to marry and fuck that China bitch for all it's worth? Nothing, just like you. Nothing. A worthless being. At least, China prostitutes are selling their body to help their family back in China. Your family, is here. Wait, I take that back. I am NOT your family anymore. You have no rights over me.

This past year, I've been treating you as invisible. I tune out whatever you say. If I can't do that, it comes in on ear, and out the other. I do not see you, even if you are blocking my way. You are nothing, not there at all. But that is too much for you to handle, ain't it? One whole year, for you to fucking apologise to me, did you? Too proud to do so right?

If there's anything I learnt in Secondary 4, it's "Choices have consequences". Since your choice is to live like you did no wrong, like you are always right, like you are the king. Face this consequence. I am no longer your daughter. It's not important I guess, because you hate me as much as I hate you. Don't you?

Didn't you hate me so much, for you to strangle me? I should have reported as abuse, make it into an official police report. I don't see why I shouldn't. We were quarrelling, you and I were screaming. You had to resort to violence, I tolerated. You strangled. Even if I had started that quarrel, which I know I did not, you strangling me was an offence. The police not coming was thanks to Mummy. You have to thank her that your rotting butt is not in trouble.

Everytime we quarrel, every single time, I end up being the victim of domestic violence. Everyone thinks it's not true, they think I'm exaggerating, because I have never spilled it all out. I have never made it known that I had a father so violent, he wanted his daughter dead. But because of all these bullshit that you give, I'm stronger emotionally. I will not let myself be bullied by you. The next conflict between us that involves violence, the police is coming in and my story is going out. You think I should apologise because I'm in the wrong? You think I need your forgiveness? Please, wake up from that thinking.

Even if I had to live away from this home, I would. I'm not even tearing while typing these kind of things anymore, so what makes you think I will cry and beg you? YOU are the one who is in the wrong. YOU are the one who has to apologise. I'm glad I never gave in again. But it's too late. Too late for regrets. I will never forgive you. Not even if you make a public apology. Not anymore.

Right now, I not only hate you. I detest you, dislike you, abhor you, despise you even. Then again, I don;t even see the need to. I plain despise you. Why should I hate you?

Disrespect. Tell me about it. You don't deserve my respect. What have you done these few years to deserve it? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. You go holidays without your family, you go to Geylang 6 days a week, you smoke in the house, you on your music so loud and make life difficult for us. Everything you do, makes me despise you more. When we do the same thing, you scold. But you, on the other hand, can do it. You don't even set a good example. You don't even set examples. You only do what you want, when you want, and it's all about you. Time to wake up, the world does not revolve around you.

Guess why am I tolerating you? Because of Mummy.

If it wasn't for her, you wont be anything. No car for you to show off. No money for you to spend. Nobody to wash your clothes, nobody to clean the house. Nobody to serve your fucking ass. What if one day she divorces you? I know she won't, you know she won't. But what if? You'll be left with nothing at all. The house won't be all yours. You will have no children, nobody at all. You are nothing without her. If she ever makes that decision, I will be the happiest. We both know who the children will follow. Even right now. If Fatchy were to choose to go out with Mummy, or you, who would she choose?

I don't know how I feel about you. But for someone so violent and egoistic like you, it's definitely not a good thing. I'm not going to pretend anymore. Anything I'm unhappy about, I will voice it out, whether it's in front of family or friends. Whether if it's embarrassing or ridiculous or whatever it is. And if you ever get into trouble with the law about anything, I'm going to voice out the truth and I think, it wouldn't look good on you.

I'm not angry anymore. You don't piss me off. I just hold no respect for you anymore. You are worse than a dog, way worse.

Thanks for nothing, anyway.

Labels: not legally emancipated but done

FORGOT TO TAKE MANY PHOTOS FOR CNY THIS YEAR WTFSZX!!


I'm selling:


This pair of lace flats from F21 in black, $20. Brand new with labels still attached. Swear I've never worn it out. Size US10/EUR40/KR260. Mad pretty but my feet too broad -.-

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My cousin very cute. She says that if there're any younger children than her next time, must call her 'Baby jiejie', because we all call her Baby now. It's like, Baby is her name. Cute ttm lah!!!! She and Justin put together are like ultimate cuteness.






Everytime I go to visit XinJie's blog, Adam Lambert's For Your Entertainment will be playing in my playlist, whereas Adam Lambert's Sleepwalker will be playing on her blog. It has happened for the counthlessth time already. Like really, everytime I visit her blog!!

&my mummy very the cute. She did this to the Tom &Jerry I got her. Because like this then she can see:


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Was supposed to be out shopping with siEN yesterday, but we both overslept and pushed it to today. Funfunfun! Cause she does stupid things and makes dumb statements. Haha


This, is the cause of my occasional gummy bear craving. It's on my phone's wallpaper.

I'm going out with siEN again tomorrow, to get footwear!! Got a skirt, and a dress today ^^. But I like that bag but I don't like the zip part. Saw Marianne and Petrina at FEP which was....surprising yet a little awkward.

And to me, 6A people are the best group of people I've ever met. It's not everyone whom you can suddenly call up to go out with, make fun of each other and not get mad, laugh and talk loudly with, and throw our faces together! We are like, the most BHB people and can be enthusiastic without fear of being embarrassed. Love you girls + Andy!


I come from a broken family. I only have a mother. I do not have a father. I have repeated this many times over. You guys don't know why I hate him so much, because you don't understand.

You don't know how it feels like to be strangled by your own father.
You don't know how it feels like to be suffocating and gasping for breath after being strangled by your own father.
You don't know how unreasonable he is.
You don't know how he speaks like the world owes him everything.
You don't know how bad living with him is.
You don't know how he snaps at you at little things and does the same himself.
You don't know how violent he gets.
You don't know how many times I've called the police.
You don't know how many times I told them not to come in the end.
You don't know how many times I lied that I'm okay.
You don't know how many times I lied that I'm safe.
You don't know how often I hide my real emotions.
You don't know how my life is like.
You don't know how he treats people.
You don't know how much time he spends with us.
You don't know how I feel.
You don't know how self-centered and short-tempered he is.
You don't know how alike we are in so many ways, causing this friction.
You don't know how long I spend on the internet finding out about emancipation.
You don't know how many times I wished they would divorce.
You don't know how it feels like growing up without a father and being forced to acknowledge one.
You don't know how neglected I feel.
You don't know how I was constantly compared with other whilst growing up.
You don't know how his face matters most.
You don't know how my family works.
You don't know how it's always her, me and her, never with him.
You don't know how I think of us, single mum with 2 kids.
You don't know how much I detest him, based on everything he has done.
You don't know how I've been though in 2009.
You don't know how I felt when I heard him on the phone years ago.
You don't know how much he stays out.
You don't know how it's like.

To you, it may be like I'm the teenage rebel. But fuck you all who think that.

I respected him. Until a certain point. But I believe he has to earn that respect. I can have basic respect for him, but he has to earn the rest. Tell me, would you respect your father if all he does when not working is eat drink and make merry?

I don't need him to remember my age, my school, my class, my friends, my favourite ice cream flavour, my favourite places, my handphone number, my birthday even. I just need him to be there. Guess that was too difficult for him. He tried to be there, once, when I started skipping school. But how can I open up to someone who never cares, never remembers. Will you suddenly tell him all your relationship problems, all the things you worried about, the obstacles you're facing just because he suddenly asked?

Even if I gave in another time, he won't change. Men and their ego. Can't stand their fucking ego. To apologise doesn't mean that you admitted you're wrong, it shows that you want to make things right. You don't. You may claim you do, but I don't see you trying. I am trying. I did try. So many times over the past year. Did you?

Why is not home now huh? Why does he come home at ungodly hours like 2am, 4am, 5am? Don't tell me he's working cause he bloody isn't. Forget it. You don't understand, and never will. Cause you are not living my life.

I'm trying to talk to people about it. I'm trying to talk to mummy about it. But all she does is side him. How can I talk to her when all she does is bloody fucking side him?!

/edit: Don't say I didn't try. I did. One minute into the conversation and she is siding him again. Things won't change, it never will.


What is their problems. Fuck you all upside down nabeh. Ugh.

On a brighter note, Taylor Lautner's birthday is the release date of his movie, Valentine's Day :D


XinJie says:
im an expert. i have watched the show 4times


I'm bored. But I'm lazy to go out. Too lazy. Probably gonna go back to sleep in awhile.


I just realised how much money is in my bank account. I don't know how to spend it cause I already bought whatever I wanted, heh. In fact, I haven't been buying anything except that FF bag, the F21 belt and.. NOTHING else!! "hee hee hee"

And it feels weird to be back on my desktop. The keyboard feels different and the speakers sound different. The chair is not my bed and I can eat whilst online.

I've been to the Somerset - Orchard - Douby Ghaut area for 4 times in a row this week. Today was supposed to be day 5, but I overslept so I'm here, home, hot, bothered, and....talking to XinJie. And I went to Plaza Sing twice! And got disappointed twice. She knows, he knows :D.

My two best friends like Spongebob.

You know why I'm bothered? Ask XinJie. I'm going to call Kiko and complain to her now.

My next big buy would be Fuji Instax Mini 25 :).




At ION Orchard, Kiehl's. We look awkward, but we're not awkward :).

Cotton candy x2 and lots of walking. No buying but yes to food. Accomplished ^^.

Got to get another roll of film tomorrow.


First Born: First born children are born as natural leaders. They also tend to be perfectionists, reliable and conscientious people. First born children do not react well to surprises and can be aggressive, however are often people pleasers. Children who are first born have a strong need for approval by others. Examples of first born children include Oprah Winfrey, Peter Jennings, Rush Limbaugh and over half of all U.S.A presidents.

Only Child: Only children are similar to first born children. The characteristics in an only child however are typically three fold. They are even bigger perfectionists, are more responsible and tend to get along better with older people than individuals there own age. Examples of only children are Robin Williams, Natalie Portman, Franklin D. Roosevelt, Frank Sinatra and Lauren Bacall.

Middle Child: The middle child is often the most difficult to stereotype. They are almost always guaranteed to be the opposite of their older sibling, but this can manifest in a variety of ways. Middle children typically feel as though their older sibling stole the spotlight from them, while their younger siblings could get away with murder. They tend to be secretive, more withdrawn and not prone to talk about their emotions. Since middle children feel as though they were overlooked by their family they grow stronger connections with peers and are excellent people readers and peacemakers.

Last Born: The children who are born last tend to be outgoing, social butterflies. They are also the most financially unstable of all the other siblings since their primary interest is in having a good time. The youngest children of the family are often very charming, but can also be manipulative and spoiled. Examples of some babies of the family are Billy Crystal, Goldie Hawn, Drew Carey, Jim Carey and Steve Martin.

While these are typically characteristics of birth order, there are some exceptions such as a larger space between the children may allow for some crossing over of characteristics or if the first born is a girl and the next child is a boy he will have some first sibling characteristics since he was the first male child in the family. Deaths, adoptions and blended families can also have an effect on these characteristics.

You think?


How long can Auntie Lucy last, hur? Honestly, gross man! I used to like watching Liang Si Mei, cause that was funny, and not as annoyingly irritating as Auntie Lucy!

Auntie Lucy:


Disgustingly annoyingly irritating much?

Liang Si Mei:




His face is not as annoying and at least the show was way more entertaining with the Liang Jia Ban people.

In short, Auntie Lucy is ugh and I still support Jack Neo as Liang Si Mei all the way. I just cannot stand looking at Auntie Lucy. Makes me lose my appetite, really! Okay, both does, but I'd rather look at Liang Si Mei than Auntie Lucy cause UGH OMFG PLEASE LAH.

I'm going for Sushi Tei now. kkthxbye.


Mummy got me this on Saturday.

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Hehehehhe. Love it a lot. And love my mummy ttm!! Best mummy ever :P.

But my webcam's camera doesn't do the wallet any justice. It's more or a dark purple, but whatever ^^ cause I know it's pretty :)

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