Dion gave me this 3 years back.


Spam you with my pictures.










Then meet my rabbit, that I sew myself!


Don't like Windows Vista ):, not used to it. But nevermind, will get used to it one!




Russell is so cute:D, reminds me of HuiMin!



Pearlyn always spoils my mood lor. Intended to go study + lunch with her at Popeye's but waited for 2 fucking hours for her, at home. Don't understand why she always so slow. Super spoiled my mood luhsxzx zz. Now I'm starving and got nothing to eat. CAN YOU SENSE HOW BAD MY MOOD IS. CAN FUCKING SCREAM HER HEAD OFF NOW.

Could've done productive things today.


I become so fat! Fat face fat tummy fat thighs..I quite like my calves, but fat arms fat feet. ): &I'm still not doing anything about it! Must diet.

Gossip Girl Season 3, episode 3, here I come! :D


About time to start attending school. But I'm still not. Two weeks til study break, O Level English papers on 26 Oct. How, you tell me.

Initially, I thought I would go to the airport to self-study this morning, morning like 0800-0900 kind of morning. But I woke up at 1030 and stayed at home to wait for the postlady instead. I MUST STOP BUYING THINGS! But I can't. Don't know why. I need get a job right. But I'm too lazy to.

Amanda's not answering her phone. Can't be bothered to call Pearlyn, she never answers >.>. There goes my suddenly-thought-of study plan.



I'm recently quite obsessed with shoes and bags. Shoes, I can't buy because of my huge, broad feet which makes me want to try them on before purchasing. I got some kind of self-control there :). But bags, omfg. Actually, I'm not that bad la. I got a few ypes I want in mind and will only buy those. I liked OSF's envelope clutch/sling! But that time no money lor. Even missed the backorder, damn it.

I used to hate quilted bags, cause I felt that they were ahlian-ish. Cannot blame me ley! All the ahlians were carrying it and they were sold at the ahlian's favourite places.

But after seeing Chanel's 09/10 Pre Collection, I like it! Not that the designs I like are quilted, but I went to inspect the (see first picture) &I liked it afterall! Must buy authentic, say no to replicas!

Show you a few:

This, is the classic. I must own one by the time I reach 21!


&I love this colour!


The next 3 are from the 09/10 Pre Collection:






Not nice meah!

Super love the first one, and the fourth one. &the fifth one. Only like the colour of the second one. Like the third one too! If I were to buy it, I'd get the first, fourth, and fifth one! Okay, time to start saving. That's my aim!

I need another $20 to get the camera, then my 12-pointer L1R4 for my instant camera, and 2010 angbao money to the bag! Shall go count my money already, so excited!


I thought I knew x, until I read x's blog. I thought x was so nice and everything, but after reading x's blog, I realised that x is like -.-. I wonder why I ever. But oh well, what's done cannot be undone, and it's better than then now!

I started twittering. Because of the 10k hunt. The after-hunt events require following them on twitter, so yah.

Okay bye.


I've been thinking about getting a job, selling my things, and doing so many things for so long, but I never get my ass to doing it. Why am I like that ):

Also, I found out something today. People who come from the same factory behave the same. Maybe not, more of behave 90% the same. Unreasonable, not understanding, demanding, and useless. Correct me if I'm wrong. Yes I'm talking about the both of you, no, no not you, him, no, not her, him. Yup. COME AND SCOLD ME, I DARE YOU ^^ Oh wait, you can't, because I NAMED NO NAMES! :)

Have I ever posted about my birthday cake, for this year? I had two!


Happy Birthday,



Samantha!

Hehehe :B

Oh, Sunday was Regina's belated birthday mini celebration at AhMa's place. The ake was chocolate, the print tasted weird(still not sure if it was edible :\) but it was printed on a piece of white chocolate, which I promptly devoured :D. Before that, we met at Plaza Sing to have lunch at Pastamania, then to the arcade, WHERE WE(FIFTH UNCLE &I) ACTUALLY BEAT THE HIGH SCORE FOR THE BASKETBALL ONE! So cool, it was my first time doing that lor!

So fast, another week. According to my book, there's another 11 days of school, &I will go every Friday, simply because the timetable looks slack. Then it's study break. Come on, feel the pressure already! :\

I'm bored at home. Like super. Already nothing to buy online cause the season is changing, from Spring to Fall, &I think most of the clothes don't suit Singapore's weather? Yah. So sad ): &XinJie borrowed my address to send a registered article, and in it(according to her,) was a pair of boots! Didn't know she wears them. Can't wait for her to open it so I can see also. Heh.

Then hor, this morning I saw a spree for shoes, then I happily went to see, &saw the largest size was 255! Which is super rare to see, but I wear a 260 -.-

Neopets still suck, can't remember what birthdate I put. My super smart Gelert! ): But I actually still remember the password. Miss him so much ):


Firstly, two unclear and silly pictures of me:D






&then, a picture of me, and my sister, which was taken by her, hence the blurriness. Noob :B




Next, this which I drew on Pearlyn's Samsung Jet.




&finally! The book I want:D, but you must translate into proper English with Post It notes for me first lah, heh! It's all in Japanese lor):





So sad. I logged into Neopets and happily started playing then I went to buy books and I remembered that my Gelert actually read thousands of books and was once on the list of top reader or something. Then I realised, wrong account -.- &I also forgot the birthdate of the account ): So sad, and wasted! So I now very pekchek and stopped playing already.

So bored):

Oh! Received email from Spree Organiser, must be items arrived. HEHEHE. Okay byebye.

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Ah shit, no money to top up ~.~


I'm home alone and bored to tears O:


Here's a chochi-faced chocolate panda biscuit, which is super yummy but don't know why I buy one all are melted as in, melted in the box then they sell to me): But it's very yummy lah, and freaking expensive at about $2 per box with 9 pandas giving 9 different expressions. Yah.



&this is the Pikachu I bought quite long ago, at ToysRUs. Not cheap okay. It's $24.95 for it and it's not big lor. But whatever, it's a Pikachu ^^



AND THIS IS THE SO CHIO MARB JACOB SHOES WHICH IS SO COOL! I LOOOOOVE THE HEEL. See label for price):

Labels: USD$900

Urg. Still can't overcome myself. I went for one day, Wednesday last week. Don't know if I can make myself go tomorrow. The lessons were fairly boring and I can't make myself do work. Maybe I need some sort of one-to-one supervision.

Much as I try, it doesn't seem possible(for me to go to school everyday). I've asked myself, &it isn't a phobia of schools. It's just so wrong for me to go? I don't like it either. Early in the morning O: But then again, I don't have trouble waking up in the morning. But I can't wake up `for school`. No, I can't psycho myself into thinking that school is sosmething fun and exciting ~.~

加油?


This, is so cute!

Of course it is! At about 265SGD, it should be!

I'm so no life. I've done everything I wanted to do online until there's nothing left to do. Got to go out and have some fun, but my lazy ass refuses to. I know I'm antisocial, but I did try to make an effort okay!

Maybe movie tomorrow night with Kiko, midnight! Haven't done that in awhile. Got to go swimming with her someday too.

Ok goodnight.


I hope their marriage won't work. I hope they end up in a divorce. Since I grew up in a(n almost) single-parent family, it wouldn't make any difference to me. If there would be a difference, it's that I'm happier and healthier. With all the fucking attitude and secondhand smoke gone, I don't see why not.

Last night, volcanoes erupted. Pretty dramatic, I would say. I cried like crazy, finally fell asleep at near 4? I give up on him. I'm not going to try and make peace, never again. I rather be left homeless on the streets and be raped by countless foreign workers than tell people he's my father. It's embarrassing and humilating to have such a father, or rather, to be related by blood to such a man. They both come from the same factory. I always thought mine was better. Aparently, mine isn't.

In fact, mine's the worst, worstest out of the worst. I don't know how I ever survived, but I'm glad I did. If you're going to tell me this is another little quarrel and it will be okay again, it isn't. I swear by my life it isn't. Things will never be okay. I will never acknowledge him as my father ever again, and I don't want to have anything to do with him. If I could, I'd take out every single cell in me that is linked to him, every single drop of blood, up to the very last drop. He will be transparent in my eyes, mute to my ears, and totally non-existent in my life.

I'm not ungrateful. I'm just fed up with living with such a fucking asshole, I've reached my limit. Actually, I reached it, long ago. But he just had to keep pushing it, didn't he? No more CNY, birthdays, Christmas, or any other occasion with him, because I will severe all ties with him. Don't say I'm harsh. If you know my story, you wouldn't say so. Don't tell me I'll regret, because I won't. Even if he drops dead this very second, I won't care. I don't give a damn about him living or dead. I'd rather he die, but I won't curse.

Don't tell me anything, because I won't hear it. I will not, never, ever forgive him. Because right now, I fucking hate, detest, abhor him so much. I hate that his blood is running in me, I hate that I may have some of his features, I hate that I'm here because of him.

It's not the same as any other. If it was, I wouldn't be still mad now, 18hours later. If it was, I wouldn't curse him and want to severe all ties. If it was, I wouldn't hope my parents divorce. I don't know how people live with that man. He is the ultimate loser of all kinds.

Not family. No family of mine. Tell me:
Does your father go to Geylang and play mahjong almost everyday?
Does he bet on soccer matches like he prints money?
Does he resort to violence when things don't go his way?
Does he stay out til God knows what time?
Does he never spend time with his family at all?
Does he scream at you to reason things out?
If you don't have that situation, shut the fuck up.

Screw you, Teng Soon Quee.


Actually, I have nothing to do online right now. But I'm still here, with lights on, fan on, to irritate the hell out of her. Why? Because I feel like it :)

Details on another blog, which no one will EVER know about it cause you can't google it out with nothing to start with and well, that's the purpose. That is, unless you chance upon it but I still doubt you'd know it's mine :D

Life's been boring, still. I hardly ever touch my phone. I used to go out with it, without fail. But I recently keep shoving it under my pillow and leaving it there. Don't know why.


LAST NIGHT WAS FUN OK!

We(Mum, Sis &I) went bowling with Mummy's ex-colleuges(sp) which was kind of awkward at first but well, had fun:). Then to Ya Kun for kaya toast and ice cream toast and a drink, which sucked. As in, I wanted tea, they don't have it. my alternative was barley, they don't have it. &they also don't have eggs. All because it was near closing time -.-. It's not like 5 minutes to closing lor.

Anyway, we went to The Jewel Box after that, my first! &I wanna get married there :P

Because the toilets are like OMFGWTF. It's nothing like a toilet, other than the toilet bowls. There's a sofa, a pretty pretty brown curved one. And the sinks are like wowowowowow. &in each cubicle, there is a mirror behind and the WALLS ARE TILED! How cool is that, you tell me!

Okay whatever, who raves about the toilets.. BUT ME!

The food, was finger food. &fucking expensive. Not somewhere I will go with friends without bringing loads of cash and a backup credit card cause it's seriously wtf expensive!, to me. There was live music too! Tell you my favourite :P, THE CHICKEN WINGS! It's damn good, better than IKEA, better than Aston's. Those were my favourite, up til last night :D. Pity the wings were tiny.

Oh, the view. Like wowowowow, all the lights! Pretty, pretty, pretty! Like I said, I'm gonna get married there. HAHAHAHAHA.

So I'm gonna end here. Shall go watch finish my 90210 ep10, bathe &go out. Heh.


Happy Birthday, kanchiong spider!♥

That kanchiong spider, is no other than Amanda!


So we went to EHub, boring place, with boring food. Still, Seoul Garden! Because the cook-yourself system is fun, really. I had countless meatballs and 4 scoops of ice cream with overflowing caramel. &lots and loads of chicken, and fish. Also, some beef. You get the idea. Was bursting at the end. But i super love the ice cream! The first time, Andy stopped me(fat), this time, Amanda &Pearlyn went to drone on about how fat I am, so I stopped.

At this rate(of them calling me fat), I think I'm going to become bullimic or something. Anyway, after eating, we came home, to nua and nua and nua together.

I intended to go to school today, but there wasn't Maths cause Miss Nawal is on course..? So I went to the treasure hunt instead, but I was late -.-, by like what, a few minutes. Wii ley! But i don't want it that badly, so it's not that bad. Heh. I want the $10k. Nevermind, still got loads to win S:

My life's pretty boring.


I'm such a slacker.

Mummy says I get a laptop for going to school. What a steal! But it's confirm fake. So ohwell. See how. Heh.

I went out with Amanda today. I need to go shopping.

I bought a Fred Perry jacket :D

samantha t.
too tall for my own shoes

1993
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