I think that this looks like it's been drawn by a Copic Marker:

But Jonathan's a noob and doesn't know what it is!

&this is randomly made for Pearlyn to use as her desktop wallpaper:


That's what boredom did to me!



I shall not be humble and show this off.


This can't compare to the above picture but I thought to post it too:D


For XinJie:

At least Adam's on top on Kris, on Nokia Music:)


This week, I aim to:

1. Overtake Andy in Restaurant City
2. Overtake Pearlyn in Pet Society
3. Get my facts right about Chemistry
4. Bring down this fever
5. Buy something

Especially #5!

When I'm SO sure about something, it doesn't happen :\

I'm coughing like mad, my lung's gonna explode at this rate.


I didn't sleep well last night, thanks to the stupid throat and ear and nose and fever and body and urgh! Finally went to the doctor's today, and my temperature subsided:). But it always goes up at night O:. I'm wearing a mask :D, I'm considerate!

Jurong was tiring. The journey was long, but I got Mummy to send us{myself, Adloy &Kiko} back. I can't stand for more than a minute without feeling giddy. &Adloy was so nice yesterday, he sponsored part of our food, and the person gave me a double by mistake. The ILT there sucks, super sweet ~.~

I'm really considering to withdraw, but everyone will come and spam me with `you've come so far, just a few more months`. Easy for them to say:\. Can't wait to leave Dunman, seriously. &Jingwei is damn cute, he called me and asked who am I -.-

Bitch's birthday is coming, I haven't thought of what to get him. Also, I received a super random text from Daniel to GWS, thanks man! &I've quite a few pictures but my ass won't get off the seat to go get the phone from my bedroom :\


I was so sick): but now I'm better! At least the fever's gone, for now.

I'm going to Jurong later, aaaaaaaaand aiya. My family sucks. I mean, one of the sides. They're lucky I'm no witch, or I'd curse the hell out of them:\. I named no names. You can jolly well fuck off this time, cause you have NO EVIDENCE.


I'm a spoilt kid? SO BE IT. Go fuck yourself.


I don't even have a freedm of speech. Fuck that KPO person. It's no wonder............................. ohwell, retribution:)



So hot :B

I like to spend money when I'm in a bad mood:\.


fucking hate life. should just die man.



Cool right, the heart! :B

Dinner was at IKEA, &we coincedentally saw Mindy &Sam too. My stomach's in quite a terrible state today ):

&I have tuition tomorrow!


I found a bunch of totally irrelevant pictures in my phone!
Such as:

My PaulFrank PJs

&



this!



You know the number of medicine I had to take a week ago?

I swear the circle ones melt into my mouth like cotton candy and tastes so.....bitter? Sucks super. Have to spam sweets after that.


&this is the comparison between my Chochi, &Kiko's Chochi.
Light vs Heavy,
Dirty vs Clean. S:

&who can forget, this bitch that grew up with me!


I'm going to post our S1 photos, &a recent one. He become ^ from a ball of fats! :P

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I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY.

It was relatively boring. The only lesson I really paid attention to was Physics.

Before school, I woke up damn early okay! At like 8am. Okay lah, I was late, school starts at 7.30, but still :). Had breakfast with Mummy at the market before going to school, &I was earlier by an hour. My usual time is about 10am? Sucks being me, either late for school, or don't turn up at all :\. I'm really making an effort!

Anyway, I went late also because I had 6 free periods in the morning, followed by recess, and 3 periods. SS sucks. Mrs Toh lost my SBQ assignment! I was the first to hand in that piece last Friday, at the end of the day. I will not redo it.

I'm so hungry.


Andy is right. Quarrels with my mum never last more than a day. Ha!


Don't understand. My mum keeps forcing me to go for today's yoga lesson. But I just had a super Sakae buffet and am so full that I can puke. &it's like obvious thatyou can't do yoga on a bloated stomach, even the teacher said so. I didn't even have Sakae on purpose, damnit. I was already on my 15th plate when she called to remind me about today's lesson. I'm so annoyed.

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Anyway, I went to meet Andy for lunch today! Yes, it was Sakae. &we were so full that our belts bursted. &we're going shopping on Saturday!

I have tuition now. I'm going to take my studies seriously. Not in the sense that I'll go to school faithfully everyday. But I'll study!


I saw a corpse. Someone just committed suicide(I guess) at my block. It went through the roof. Omg.


Motherfucker makes me LMAO! He wants to send me into the girl's home. Not because I stole, beat up people, am involved in some gang, or had underage sex, but because I did not go to school! SERIOUS! That made my day.

If everyone who skips school ended up in homes, I bet the number of homes will rise steadily and conquer Singapore. HAHAHHA. Hilarious man!


MOTHERFUCKER JUST SLAMMED MY COMPUTER MOUSE GOD KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES AND EVEN MAKE THE BATTERY COME OUT I HOPE MOTHERFUCKER NEVER EVER SUCCEEDS IN LIFE. AS IN, NEVER GET AN IMPROVEMENT IN HIS FAILED LIFE ANYMORE. CAN'T EVEN GET A FUCKING JOB AND COMPLAIN ABOUT EVERYTHING. I WISH MOTHERFUCKER CAN GET LOST AND I DON'T NEED TO SEE HIM EVER AGAIN CAUSE HE IS FUCKING MOTHERFUCKER. DON'T EVEN HAVE THE PATIENCE TO SIMPLY CHANGE THE BATTERIES OF THE COMPUTER MOUSE.

ALSO, MOTHERFUCKER CAME HOME AND SLAM THE DOORS AND GATE AND EVERYTHING ELSE. I THINK HE'S BENT ON DESTROYING EVERYTHING ALONG WITH HIS DESTROYED LIFE.

I'M JUST FUCKING PISSED THAT MOTHERFUCKER DESTROYED MY MOUSE. IF IT DOES NOT WORK I WILL NOT EVER TALK TO HIM EVER, ALTHOUGH THAT'S WHAT I'M ALREADY DOING BUT YAH. I FUCKING HATE MOTHERFUCKER. HE JUST SLAM EVERYTHING AND HAS NO PATIENCE AT ALL. THE BATTERY FLEW OUT OK. FLEW OUT AND ROLLED TO GOD KNOWS WHERE OKAY. DAMNIT.


I do admire *, for * courage to talk about everything personal although it's there for everyone to see. Yet, the other person is just enjoying life. Supposedly best friend? Nah, doesn't look like it. Best friends don't treat each other this way. Cheer up :)

Friday evening was hahahahahahhahehehehehheheheohohohohhho! Okay lah, i was late by AWHILE only. I reached at 1910h okay, not as late as you think. Yes, I went out with Andy! The train kept stopping due I-don't-know-what problems and we even had to alight at TanahMerah to change a train! O:

Anyway, we almost ran to the shop to buy a present for Gerald. I see that I can't reveal what it is cause it's supposedly a surprise. Anyway, we bought 2 boxes of matchsticks along with it :D. Then it was shopping! Where Andy didn't let me try the top at F21 &I can't find it online either ~!#$%^*(). Slowly, all the shops closed -.-, but I got 2 slices of cake from Bakerzin!

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My earlobe is itchy cause it's swollen again ):

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The weekend, we went to predictable places, and had Aston Prime for lunch on Sunday.

希望.


&so I lie here, in my comfy bed, in the dark. Waiting as seconds tick by, waiting for the crack of dawn. Peering out of the window every now and then, hoping that the sun has risen, because for some reason, I can't get to sleep tonight, and I don't know why. Stupid as it sounds, -the sun won't rise for about another 2 hours- I can't help but wait.

School in 3h time. I should start making an effort I guess. But with all the deceit, how can I?

A few things to look forward to this weekend, will update tomorrow morning, or rather, later, if I can. Otherwise, when I'm home from school :)


"i just want you to know that;

you are a beauty of just 14,

but you seem to have alot of troubles with yourself

he used to be there help you and you always belonged to someone else

i don mind spending everyday,

staying in a corner in the pouring rain

looking for the girl with the broken smile

listening to all her troubles

Its not always rainbow and birds fly

but it is raining with thunder.

you are the girl, with the broken smile."



Why didn't I appreciate it before?


Another item arriving :). After the last 4 items arrive I'm going to lock the ibd up, I hope. &I should stop saying that I must go to school. Because the more I say it, the more I won't go ~.~

好快喔！

I also found out a few things I didn't know up til recently. Like, shocking O:

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14th Birthday,
I still remember it as if it was yesterday..

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Got to look for the pictures, study, and shop :B.

HarryPotter later. Can't wait :D


So happy :B, Arrival of items from not one, not two, but THREE sprees today! And received registered article yesterday. Whee!

I must go to school. Urgh!


I can't help but spend money, I realised. In life, in games, wherever I'd take advantage of every chance to spend money. Got to change that habit !#$%^*()_


I must go to school :\

Had JustAcia with Kiko &people I don't know for lunch just now. I'm penniless!

Gnirob! Anyway, if anyone so happens to be in a good mood, I NEED AN ORGANISER. Like a FiloFax or something. Maybe one of those absurdly expensive but cute Korean diaries will do too. As long as they are predated. Something plain is fine with me also, as long as I can doodle on the cover :)


I have to keep refreshing the page, and add my order back into the cart every 2 hours because those are the last two pieces, and I must have it!


My sister just named her shoes `Left`, and `Right`. -__-



So cute :B

I've a terrible food allergy, &thus woke up at 6am in the morning yesterday. And went to see a doctor later in the morning, before heading to bring them to tuition, and shopping a little. But did not buy anything ok! &IKEA at Alexander Road sucks super duper wuber.

Then we went to AhMa's house, before I went shopping with cousinx2 and auntie. Bought nothing again, don't scream at me ok! Day ended witha trip to ClarkeQuay for snack buying and Subway supper. Also, cookies for this morning.

I'm on MC today, not pontang. The one-term-break I took is insufficient, but I will not skip school again unless I'm not feeling well. I WILL make it to school, no matter how late I might be.

OLevel Chinese Oral was on Thursday, the topic was relatively easy. I did better than I usually would, I daresay. But as usual, the passag sucks cause my knowledge of words is utterly terrible. People wouldn't believe me when I say that, but only people who tried hearing me read a chinese passage would know :\.

I owe Kiko a KFC! &we're going to watch Harry Potter on Thursday(this week). The 5.40pm show at EHub, as it's the first sow at the nearest location. Pity there's school tomorrow, or I would have insisted on a midnight movie. I'm up for watching the movie again though :), I never really understand long movies easily so I don't mind a second, or third time.

My materialistic possessions are piling higher by the days. I'm trying to go no-cash, but I do online shopping even more. I tried hiding the ibd, but I sucuumb to temptationa nd tell myself where I hid it :\. Ohwell.

Am going to alpha with XinJie this Saturday, I must go. I actually slept the whole of last Saturday away when I was supposed to go lor! Not intentionally, I swear! Have so many things to do, and so much time on my ahnds. But I choose to rot away instead all the time. Escapism is my best friend.


Got something to blog about, but I'm super tired now! Off to sleep!:)

I'm glad, cause that's just fucking plain gay. I don't regret anymore. Hahahahha! Ask me if you wanna know what I mean.

&K, don't think too much about T, don't know if you will read this but I'll always be here to listen, if you are willing to talk about it, that is:), shall message you now!

Also, J is entertaining. Like super duper. Is there such a thing as a fake lip ring, ARE YOU SURE? :\

Urghxzsxz, before I fall asleep and forget so many things, I bought a FredPerry bag out of anger yesterday afternoon x: dadadadadadadada. Time to sleep, off to sleep! I must remember to wake up at 9 tomorrow to check for Amanda's SMS. Might be meeting Kiko for lunch, owe her KFC + ticket money. Owe J money for bus ride last week, R for drink &god knows how much to joint account.

That aside, I cleared my OLevel Chinese Oral exam just that day.

I must go to sleep now !^&*)_


School still sucks O:

I need a job.

I keep buying. No income, high outgo, very high materialictic possessions.

Anyway, am making macarons. Care to try? :)




I'm bouncing up and down on my seat and dancing around the house! :The CW has renewed Gossip Girl for a third season,[1] which will start airing in on September 14, 2009. The cast began filming season three on June 29, 2009 in New York City. Sheer joy, baby, sheer joy!

On mundane stuff, I went to school today &whoosh!, it was overwhelming ._.

Yesterday, I woke up at 12.15, nuaed a little around, before cabbing to meet Andy at WhiteSands. It was a humid and forgetful day, &I spent $22.50 on food. Dang :\! I need money and I still overspent by $290 which I told myself I will put back by August which seems utterly impossible right now. On the brighter side, I just topped back the $24.25 that I spent over the week.

Anyway, we just walked around and dadada &then went to EHub to walk around and dadada. Of course, had 3 games of bowling and I SCORED A STRIKE OKAY!, once. &we walked home.

I just asked X to not return me money as I'm broke. Ironic? No. It's to prevent me from spending even more. I hate cash ):

Oh! &I continued with school. No reason to give up my bleak future because of some reasons[which I won't mention] right? :D. But, aiya. We'll see. I should get to doing my homework. Got A LOT of papers. Gosh.


School. Exam. O Levels. Tired.
Give up?



This is it :)



今天，我了解了。
有些事我们是不可以控制的。
thanks bitch for making me realise that,
但我不会让给命运。

School, or no school? Private, next year. Continue, 4 urghzsxzxzxzsxzxzsxzxs months.
Regret, maybe.
Happy, definitely.
I can think of 5 people who will smack me already.
Politically correct?

samantha t.
too tall for my own shoes

1993
☼☼☼

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