Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 12:26 AM
Teng Soon Quee,
I will hate you for the rest of your life. No matter what happens. You will still suck, to the core. For the past few years, I've treated myself as a single-parent child. No, I have no father. My family is complete without you, thank you very much.
Remember `YOU WILL BE TRANSPARENT TO ME`? I do. So please treat me like I'm transparent, like what I'm doing to you. Makes me a thousand times happier, honestly. Remember `YOU MOVE OUT OF MY HOUSE THIS INSTANT`? I remember that very clearly, but I will
not move out. I don't see why I should. You should be the one doing so. Afterall, you don't need this shelter over your head, at all.
I remember, the times you hit me. And I called 999. However, I always lied. Lie about what was going on, whether I was hurt, whether I needed help. All because of Mummy. Without her around, you will not be so lucky. For I can be vile when I want to. And people like you don't deserve my forgiveness, not at all. I hate you so much, since then til now, I sometimes wish you would drop dead.
What have you done for me? Or rather, what have you done for this family? Tell me, 7 days in a week, how many days do you actually come home for dinner? How many days do you stay at home with us? Tell me, what have you done to deserve my respect? Whatever you once did, it was all erased this year, that night.
How many times have this happened so far? Yet, you do nothing to change. To avoid conflicts between us, I avoid you. But you still want to K-P-O kaypo into everything. Let me get this straight, I don't need you to care about me, not at all. I don't want you to care about me. I want you get the fuck out of my life.
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If I could, I'd take out every single cell in me that is linked to him, every single drop of blood, up to the very last drop.`
Well, I still want to.
Make a public apology, maybe I'd consider forgiving you.
Dont use `Your children will do the same to you next time` on me, because I'm not like you. I'm definitely not like you at all. For a start, I have a heart.
So (once again),
Screw you, Teng Soon Quee我,没有爸爸.