Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 2:50 AM
Pardon the stitches, they're 10 years old.
Sense of urgency.
I finally feel a tinge of it. Do you? I realised that it's already the 15th, and I still know nada about Science Practical. Not only that, I don't even know if I'm taking my Chinese Papers the second time round. If I am, I don't have the updated entry proof. I haven't made a simple phone call to ask about it, and I still refuse to budge my ass to school.
Trying, I am. You don't see it, thus you don't feel it. Sometimes, I doubt myself. Whether all I'm doing, is it enough? But I'm like that. I can't sit there and study study study. It's just not my thing, and will be a complete waste of time at the end of the day. I need a conducive time, which is between midnight and 3am. But tonight, I didn't study. That's two nights in a row! Zz.
Last night was due to movie, and tonight because I've cramps and don't feel like.
Starting tomorrow, I will study. I aim to finish all my papers and the Physics TYS before the exam starts. I have to. Otherwise, I don't know how badly I'll do. My goal, is to prove them all wrong. My brain needs to start working. Not me. Time to be disciplined and do my work. I'm going to write a thank you speech one day...
to call school &ask about my second try